I feel like I’m stuck in a middle of a bad storm! How can I get out? I sometimes wish I could be a kid…

I’m putting to much in this and not receiving nothing. Only false hope! Why am I buying to his lies? !

I’m really good on fucking things up! Why, haven’t I learn anything from my past mistakes?! Why can’t I stop being so scared of something good?! I pray that he could really forgive me and move on with our future… I care for him to much to loose him. I know it doesn’t show by my mistake. If he could only see my suffering is cause by my own stupid decisions.

yup.

yup.

Tea time with my mates ^_^

Tea time with my mates ^_^

Yum yum

Yum yum

I love Tuesdays

I love Tuesdays

Smile Cuddle Bear ^_^

Smile Cuddle Bear ^_^

El novio mio :)

El novio mio :)

Fuck it! It happens everyday … I’m just an other person in this cruel world… back to my old self :/ it was nice to feel meanwhile it last it.